I am stressed. I am exhausted. I am feeling lonely. I am... still here. Time does not stop just because I can't cope with life. Nor will it give a damn but I will try...
Why can't I be myself. Why must I live up to other's expectation? Or is my own expectation that is killing me silently but steadily? I don't know nor I give a damn anymore.
Weird, you keep telling me you can't and would date me... But why do I feel that you do want to? Is it me been over suspicious? But why on earth are you talking about dating me and you will not date me for blah blah blah reason?? You admit that you are running away, I can tell. Once again, you confused me and I, am confuse. But it's ok, not like it is the very first time I got confused by people like you.
--Samuel wants a break. He needs more than a kit kat! Next stop, Bangkok again! (holiday tbc)--
I want to watch QAF!!!! Damn, it's hard to wait. I wanna have some free time and just laze around, have the whole house to myself and hug my pillow/or my doggie, watching QAF. I want I want I want!!! Some kind soul jus burn me the whole 5 seasons and I will be over the moon.
No comments:
Post a Comment