TO GO OR NOT TO GO

Date: 09 Aug 06
Time check: 0411hrs
Venue: In my room, in fornt of my PC

Same old topic, I dont wan to re-address to it anymore. Silly Goldfish thinks it's time to say goodbye to silly piggy. As much as I want to go on, the barriers in front are too strong and too much to handle. Being up the whole night trying to work it out, talking to a third party helps but then it all goes back to square one. To let go or continue...

PS: If i will to see you 2molo, it means that I want to continue, workin it out. If not, please dont disturb me anymore. A few months or more, after I can finally get over you, we can still be good friend. I'll call.

The thin line that breaks LTR and STR is based on how much are both parties willing to work things out.

PINK IS THE COLOUR!

Haa.. Spread the joy!~ I have just finally gotten my PINK IC, and yes, please call me MR.WONG! Cool crap! Haha..

Went back camp again today, hopefully that will be the very last time I will need to be there. Next stop, complete my studies. I have like less than 2 years more so hopefully by 24 years old, I can really take a break from all these and focus on my career path. It's not that easy, mind you. I want to be one of the top. So that indirectly means that I gonna work my way up. Like it or not.

Spent my whole morning in camp, well... Had lots of memories back there, from all the getting together as a signaller platoon to sick of all the play out. From there I moved on to be a S1 clerk, worst shithole, but I make it thru. It's never easy to survive there. Honestly, I think I did a pretty great job surviving that place. She shook my hand and that marks the end of National Slavery. LOLx... I took a look of my pink IC, yeah, 2 plus years ago, I let it go...

Was taking a bus and I did pass my old schools, saw a bunch of 15-16 walking around, fooling and chatting with each other on their way back home. Today is monday. Haha... I used to hate yet love Monday. I hated the fact I have to put on my tie. It's a hot hot day as alway and of coz that will result in a very bad tempered me. Yet, I have CCAs on Monday and there is air-con. It's cool to just manage a bunch of juniors interacting with them. =p

How time flies, haiz... I feel so old lei. I have just passed another stage of my life. I am no longer a youngster. I am not under 21 anyone. I am moving towards an uncle-ish day. Wake up, work, eat, work, sleep and wake up. There goes one day. Repeat that process and oops, I am no longer young anymore. Scary har!~

THERE IS SOMETHING CALLED PINK!

Well, 2 years ago, this day... I am somewhere far from mainland Singapore. Somewhere so near yet so far, the grass are evergreen etc... All I get to do everyday was to blindly follow orders and command. I was a lifeless fit zombie.

This coming monday, I will be getting my pink IC, yes yes, I repeat... PINK IC! Come repeat after me, PINK IC! Correct! Yes! Wohooho!!!!

The wait is over. I am no longer a slave, National Slavery Committee has decided to return me my deed. From this monday onwards, I am a FREE BIRD!

That means me back to the start pt, once I am free... That will also mean that I am jobless, nobody gonna feed and house me anymore. Worst, no more income! OMG!!!

But still the joy is everywhere. There gonna be a party going on, yeah!

Be yourself, go your way. Smile! It's not the end, it's the start of a new story...