TIME MANAGEMENT

24 hours a day is not enough. With the whole list of tasks and things I want to do, I barely have enough time to sleep. It is quite amusing to picture myself teleporting for here to there and stuff. Think of a place and “poof” there I go, gone in a second. Can you imagine how much time can I save??

I have been skipping gym sessions for the past 2 months. That is not healthy! Therefore I promise myself I will pop by tomorrow. Come what may…

SHOULD I STAY OR SHOULD I GO

Finally handed in my web programming project, one less burden off my mind. Last 2 weeks was madness. I was actually rushing work, preparing for a corporate event and solving my assignment system setup errors. All my 2 weekends were burnt. But at least most of the stuffs are over and effort did pay off. But as the much as I dislike all the projects, reports, assignments and examination, I found it rather amusing to see myself fighting those mental obstruction to sit down and getting things done. Ok, maybe most of the time I bitch about things and stuff, but I did what I have to do and make things happen too.

I haven’t been hitting the gym for quite awhile. Busy was the excuse. I didn’t exactly put on weight but I jus have this sense of guilt that is lingering over me whenever I eat something real sinful, I should go down and workout soon enough.

So boring stuff, I have some colleagues who are really unhappy and have every intention to make the exit, part of me want them to stay but still, at the end of the day, I think that is somehow a wise option. Time maybe a good healer, but definitely a bad beautician. Go and explore the world while you are young. Age will soon catch up with you and so will responsibilities. Conclusion: When is the best time to leave? You will know when the time comes. =p

FUCK UP PROJECT

I am stressed. I am exhausted. I am feeling lonely. I am... still here. Time does not stop just because I can't cope with life. Nor will it give a damn but I will try...

Why can't I be myself. Why must I live up to other's expectation? Or is my own expectation that is killing me silently but steadily? I don't know nor I give a damn anymore.

Weird, you keep telling me you can't and would date me... But why do I feel that you do want to? Is it me been over suspicious? But why on earth are you talking about dating me and you will not date me for blah blah blah reason?? You admit that you are running away, I can tell. Once again, you confused me and I, am confuse. But it's ok, not like it is the very first time I got confused by people like you.

--Samuel wants a break. He needs more than a kit kat! Next stop, Bangkok again! (holiday tbc)--

I want to watch QAF!!!! Damn, it's hard to wait. I wanna have some free time and just laze around, have the whole house to myself and hug my pillow/or my doggie, watching QAF. I want I want I want!!! Some kind soul jus burn me the whole 5 seasons and I will be over the moon.

WEEKEND IS HERE AND GONE

Today is another beautiful day, but I choose to stay at home for 2 main reasons: Stepping out of the house is too taxing to my body and is draining my cash flow. I have overspent like a lot this month. Which mean, I need to cut down. Really cut down. But I still wanna buy N95! LOLx... Life is hard. Coming back, went to meet up with Mel and gang last night. We went to PLAY. Very cool place. So crowded that I almost have no space to stand, no FRESH air to breath but no doubt it is enjoyable. Clubbed till like 3 plus and went for a drink at Maxwell Market. Waking up late, did nothing much the whole day gosh, I figured out the fact that there goes 1 more weekend... 2 Project Assignments to hand in. I am in for trouble.