LATELY

Being thinking a lot about us recently, and I clearly know that you are happy with him now. I let you go, I know. Therefore, I kept my words and remain silence. You might get to read about this, you may not…

I miss the time we spent together in Thailand and KL. I miss those days after we came back from Bangkok. Each and every little thing we did together back then can only remain as part of my memories with you...

Cried and hugged you because both you and I did something terribly wrong once. Yet, it brought us closer, much closer then before. We took leave and spent time together in KL, just you and me. You have to go over to Thailand for 2 weeks due to work commitment, and I have to coax you to go back home to prepare you stuff and wait for your sister to send you to airport. Those 2 weeks was busy and did try to find the time to call you back. You cried because I did not manage to call you as often as Daniel. That is touching. Never did I realize that you missed me that much till then. Went to fetch you when you landed on 11 Sept 05 2 plus am. I hid, and therefore you could not find me. Daniel told you that I didn’t come and you look awfully disappointed. I then walked behind you, a distance away, and you finally see me. The way you look into my eyes back then, I felt love. That pair of almost tearing eyes, I could fee how much you loved me. Yes I know you did. Only till now, a year plus later, I finally realized.

我會懷念妳的微笑, 因為喜歡你是沒有道理的. 原来我還是比想像中愛妳