Sunday, December 31, 2006

最近 - 李圣杰


最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

Friday, December 15, 2006

DEC 15 2006 - I BLOG. DO U?

Wee!~ Got my 2 months pay (mind you this is the 1st time I'm taking that amount pay but still not enough) and bonus (peanuts la.. not that much. Got bonus good liao lor)..... Anyway, have to repay my 'debt' and getting a laptop so kinda going back to square 1 soon i guess. But I realise that eversince after i start to work, I have cut down my cab intake by a lot. That much so that, I feel a tiny little bit different, the used to be familiar smell and easiness is no longer there. Maybe realli kinda too long never take cab le. Woahahha... My 2nd month working and Christmas is jus next week, lots of shopping needs to be done and yet I have project that I need to hand in soon, and I do mean SOON! Haiz... For my better future, I hope it's all worthworth and I can bear it thru.

Gonna watch movie later with liyi , dini and of coz, her husband-to-be. Yeah!!! I going to attend my friend's wedding on 29th Dec 2006. And I am gonna buy something nice to wear on that day.. That is IF I feel rich enough to do so. Haha...

The year is coming to an end soon enough and finally I am no longer a boy who leech on someone. I am earning my own salary, securing a job and persuing my degree. Life is not as easy as how it used to be, I rarely have enough sleep some nights, mainly due to either work, coming back late or simply there is so much to do... Kinda lifeless le, not enough time to even do anything... But I gonna bear thru this. 2008, that is the year I will move out of this loop and climb upward.

Till then, I will be strong... I really hope I can make it thru.

Monday, December 11, 2006

LATELY

Being thinking a lot about us recently, and I clearly know that you are happy with him now. I let you go, I know. Therefore, I kept my words and remain silence. You might get to read about this, you may not…

I miss the time we spent together in Thailand and KL. I miss those days after we came back from Bangkok. Each and every little thing we did together back then can only remain as part of my memories with you...

Cried and hugged you because both you and I did something terribly wrong once. Yet, it brought us closer, much closer then before. We took leave and spent time together in KL, just you and me. You have to go over to Thailand for 2 weeks due to work commitment, and I have to coax you to go back home to prepare you stuff and wait for your sister to send you to airport. Those 2 weeks was busy and did try to find the time to call you back. You cried because I did not manage to call you as often as Daniel. That is touching. Never did I realize that you missed me that much till then. Went to fetch you when you landed on 11 Sept 05 2 plus am. I hid, and therefore you could not find me. Daniel told you that I didn’t come and you look awfully disappointed. I then walked behind you, a distance away, and you finally see me. The way you look into my eyes back then, I felt love. That pair of almost tearing eyes, I could fee how much you loved me. Yes I know you did. Only till now, a year plus later, I finally realized.

我會懷念妳的微笑, 因為喜歡你是沒有道理的. 原来我還是比想像中愛妳

Thursday, December 07, 2006

12 DEC IS THE MOMENT OF WEALTH

Just 5 more days to go… I will be experiencing the moment of wealth… Getting my 1st official pay!~ No more allowances or part time ‘pea-like’ pay… This is my 1st full time job pay!~ Wee!!

There is so much I will like to get but I am keeping my fingers crossed. Now, I have burden to carry and should not be spending like water is free… hmmm… NAH!~ Heck care…. I want to get a new big leather watch… went down to guess and took a look a few days ago, but nothing look interesting, wohaha… then of course, I am eyeing this bag for like a century… still thinking if I should get it a not.. not forgetting the new limited edition CK One for men… And yes yes, I am getting maxonline wat to do… they give a free laptop wor.. Sorry la Singnet, you gonna lost 2 more customers (Liyi and me) real soon… Can you feel it? The joy of spending, trust me… nothing beats it so hell yes I am gonna enjoy the fruit I sow and I will not look back as I believe a beautiful and rosy path is awaiting for me… that is where I m heading to.

But till 12 Dec, I lead a poor brat life…