Saturday, September 30, 2006

伤心的歌

梦天长地久的梦
地老天荒还是梦
天真的我不曾犹豫
我现在只剩下心
不曾有过感动
不曾如此怦然心动
飘忽的你就是这样来去匆匆
错告诉我没有错
告诉我该怎么做
现在的我偷偷的说
我还没真正的错过
不要说的太多
不要说还有很多
你不要说还有很多
寂寞的我伤心的歌
是谁的错
我试着不再说
这里只有我日子一样过
一回头尝尽苦果
无法忘记
不知道我该如何哭泣
不知道如何欺骗自己
是否知道只有你
是否所有的点点滴滴
和那些醉人却心痛的故事
就在我尽情哭过之后
我就能入睡后忘记
只怕梦到你
我不要不要不要
我不要梦到你
不要梦到你
伤心的歌是谁的错

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我的寂寞是知道已经有人陪着你了.
我的伤心是知道我不曾那么的快乐了.
心痛就尽情的哭,冷冷的泪雨淋湿我心中的爱.
雨季过去,一切心酸都将曾过去.
阳光终会再来临,我的日子一定曾有感动.
今后我也不会想起你.

by: silly sam
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Friday, September 29, 2006

TRAGIC LOVE

This is not just another beautiful fairy tale we happen to read about sometime back when we were much younger. This is not just another love novel or puppy love story we come across everyday, in the normal world. This is sad but realistic life story of people in the scene. This is just on of the many tragic love stories that should be left untold, unheard or unseen.

Maybe it’s a true fact that the untouchable love should be left hidden deep down. For we all know that when it is out in the open, there is no turning back, to redo the mistakes or to even salvage the massive damages that it has cause, not only to them, but inclusive of people around them.

Long time ago from now, even before Christ was born, human fall in love with each other. Yet, there are some souls out there, chose a route that is different, that is full of hardships and uncertainty; A route that will never be able to receive the blessing from their loved ones. That they choose to love someone they are not suppose to.

It is an important decision in life I believe. A choice that might changes not only them but many others around them. The struggle between morale values and the inner self; the disappointment and disapproval from folks and the many more. What kind of life will this be? I don’t know but a route of hardship, for that, I am sure. I have heard and seen so much. The tears I shed and many other sleepless nights I bear, can someone out there end all this and build a real utopia for these helpless souls instead? No one ever says that this path is going to be easy, no one ever did say that there will be a happy ending waiting for us at the end of the rainbow, but there is always hope, but yet it seems to be fantasy more instead.

Some feelings I got after watching Crystal Boys…

Monday, September 18, 2006

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY

Has been raining much these days, making me not wanting to leave my humble house. =p Sianxx.. Later got class I dont feel like going. Very cold. I dont have enough money to spend le... How??? Haiz... I need to go and get a sugardaddy soon lolx.. Or sugarmummy also can... Jus someone who can support me will do. At least for the next few months. Haha... Wishful thinking wor.

My life has been pretty boring these days. Staying at home to rot, going out to hang around with friends or just end up in class and stress.... Tat's all... =p Chasing all blues away..

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

IF YOU HAVE TO BREAK UP….

Recently, friends around me are having some relationship problems. I have friends taking a break from each other; I have friends getting dumped after sleeping with the new date etc. It is sad, but there are so much more than love. Yet, most of the time, people and up feeling sad mostly due to relationship problem. Haha, that includes me too. I comprehend that it is hard to let go and most of the time it is not true that we don’t want to. It’s we can’t bear to. It is just a thin line that differ a long term relationship to a short term relationship. That is how much are you willing to try and make it work. Yet don’t overdo it. Because at the end of the day, the person that will be crying may not be you yourself but other people around you too.

IF YOU HAVE TO BREAK UP….

Here are 5 good suggestions (they are good because I say so… lolx…) that you can try out, I am not 100% sure that they will be as effective but hey, why not just give it a try?

1. Go cry out loud and get sad, then move on. (Don’t hide your feelings! Call a good friend and turn to the person, bottle all emotions inside will only result in breaking down sooner or later. After that, you have your fair share of crying and moaning, get up and move on. Don’t look back till you are ready, by then, there will be a smile on your face, treat the past as sweet memories)

2. Drown yourself with work and activities. (It is a form of escape but hey, it has proof to be as useful. Just by doing so, you will have no time, no energy and no will to think that much and just let time heal those nasty wound. At the same time, you are opening your chances to meet new people. Killing 2 birdies with 1 rock rite?)

3. Don’t get mad or upset, get even. (I am not asking you to kill/hate him/her. I am asking you to do well without him/her or at least use that to motivate yourself to do better. Slim down, look gorgeous and change your wardrobe. It works.)

4. Take a break from relationship. Cupid can wait. Evaluate what went wrong and try not to make the same mistake that you did.

5. Self-convince that it is for the better. Just be friends. (Sometime, friendship lasts longer that relationship. It’s true.)

With that, think it thru before making any decision, whateva the outcome, it's worth it.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

BUSY BUSY BITCH

Have been rushing assignments and tryin to keep up with due dates... Still jobless and very much at home slacking. Exams are coming... Sian... How long more am I suppose to endure all these… How to reach my goal like tat… How to get married like tat… Argh!!!

A man biggest failure is not willing to settle down in a relationship with the person he love and a woman biggest failure is believing that she can change the one she love. Unfortunately, it does not work that way.