There are like a million reasons to smile, when I finally get my PINK IC. Mainly because...
1. Life has become much more colourful. No more jus BLACK(hair & CC) and green(uniform).
2. Morning has never been so bright and shiny. No more waking up at 5 plus am and kiss 5BX goodbye. Mucks!
3. Finally I do not need to use ARMY language. (Ch** By*!, Fuc* yo*! L*n Jia*, blah blah blah... you know wat I mean.)
4. No more, " Yes Sir, Yes Sir, 3 bags 'fool'!"
5. Cookhouse? NO WAY! I get to choose wat I want to eat.
6. K.I.D.S.? Haha.. I am NOT a Knock-It-Down Specialist anymore, for I gonna ORD!
7. Get charged? I am not a handphone so please dont charge me. No more fear.
8. I can walk around anyway, with my IPOD! I more fear...
9. I get to spend more time with my family, friends and of cause loved ones...
10. I am FREE! FREEDOM!!!
Some cookies are meant for ORD personnel!!
FROM FISHTANK...
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
TRY
Unhappy it may seems, I am sittin' on my seat, listening to Nelly Furtado - Try. I felt kinda depress lately, mainly due to my relationship unsolved problems. All I can do it try, the more you ask from me, the freedom you want, the care and concern with support for whatever you do, all I can do is try. It may seems to be the easiest word but truly, it's not. I have to fight all odds to get here, no I dont want to give you up just because we live in different world with different lifestyle and behaviour. But I am really tired. I am not myself lately, I have no idea how long can I last, and bet you too. I have so many issues with you and all we can do is to sort it out slowly, hopefully, steady.
I question myself so much lately and worried is it then end. I wonder aloud, trying to sort it out and till now. I am lost at a crossroad. I guess I seriously will not get into another relationship any time sooner. It's not just sitting there and leaving the problem alone and pray it will move on by itself. I dont believe in that. I can see that you are trying hard, I can realli see so. But it breaks my heart staring at you trying to fight your inner self. I want an end to all this sometimes so much, I did tot of sayin out the forbidden words. I am losing my grip. Why do I feel lonely without you around?
Whatever you wan, I can give you that, I promise. But seriously, I think our path more towards friendship instead. Sometimes, you make me feel so loved. Yet, somedays, i jus can't seem to even get to see you. But there is a thing for sure, you are very sweet. Thank you for everythin. I will not give you up. I still want to try, till we both come to a pt when we just can't take it anymore, we wan a quit.
I question myself so much lately and worried is it then end. I wonder aloud, trying to sort it out and till now. I am lost at a crossroad. I guess I seriously will not get into another relationship any time sooner. It's not just sitting there and leaving the problem alone and pray it will move on by itself. I dont believe in that. I can see that you are trying hard, I can realli see so. But it breaks my heart staring at you trying to fight your inner self. I want an end to all this sometimes so much, I did tot of sayin out the forbidden words. I am losing my grip. Why do I feel lonely without you around?
Whatever you wan, I can give you that, I promise. But seriously, I think our path more towards friendship instead. Sometimes, you make me feel so loved. Yet, somedays, i jus can't seem to even get to see you. But there is a thing for sure, you are very sweet. Thank you for everythin. I will not give you up. I still want to try, till we both come to a pt when we just can't take it anymore, we wan a quit.
Sunday, July 16, 2006
MY WISHLIST =)
All I need now is...
1. A new PC computer:
HP Pavilion dv2000 series Notebook PC / HP Media Center PC
2. A new Handphone:
w810i (seriously I dont know which fone to get)
3. A new wallet. (It's time to get a new wallet lor.)
4. A decent good holiday! (Bangkok, Bali, Bintan... Away from this country and take a break.)
5. A whole new look. (My hair needs to go, and dyed. Haha...)
And last but not least,
6. A job to foot the bill. =p
1. A new PC computer:
HP Pavilion dv2000 series Notebook PC / HP Media Center PC
2. A new Handphone:
w810i (seriously I dont know which fone to get)
3. A new wallet. (It's time to get a new wallet lor.)
4. A decent good holiday! (Bangkok, Bali, Bintan... Away from this country and take a break.)
5. A whole new look. (My hair needs to go, and dyed. Haha...)
And last but not least,
6. A job to foot the bill. =p
Saturday, July 08, 2006
TIRED, JUST TIRED
Just four more working days to go, yet it seems to be so far far away. I have been working my heads off for the past weeks, not seeing much sunlight and trust me, by the time i knock off from my office, it's late, very very late.
I reached home about 11 plus last night, bathed and settle down before i sleep. Woke up at 7 this morning and my dad drove me back to camp. He, as always, reminded me to keep my cool, bear thru this last 4 days and I can be free, hopefully. Just only looking forward to be away from all these problems and backstabbing. I hate such working envirnoment. Why can't people work together, giving and taking.
I believe that in life, everything is a two-way traffic. There is inclusive of RESPECT. As many said, if you want others to respect you, show them that you respect them too. No matter wat, I survive all these for the past year or so, I believe I can survive.
Shao En is coming back... Hmmm, kinda excited to see him again. Looking forward to it. No doubt! Till then, I will survive the black claws.
I reached home about 11 plus last night, bathed and settle down before i sleep. Woke up at 7 this morning and my dad drove me back to camp. He, as always, reminded me to keep my cool, bear thru this last 4 days and I can be free, hopefully. Just only looking forward to be away from all these problems and backstabbing. I hate such working envirnoment. Why can't people work together, giving and taking.
I believe that in life, everything is a two-way traffic. There is inclusive of RESPECT. As many said, if you want others to respect you, show them that you respect them too. No matter wat, I survive all these for the past year or so, I believe I can survive.
Shao En is coming back... Hmmm, kinda excited to see him again. Looking forward to it. No doubt! Till then, I will survive the black claws.
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