MY VOTE COSTS 900 BUCKS

Well, next saturday is the BIG day. The very 1st time in my life will I get this chance, to VOTE! Haha... (Picture is blury coz I fotoshoped it. I think I dont need more stalkers in my life, so as to safeguard my family and of coz, myself!)Who will I vote for? Hmm... Well, I wan to think a bit more but my mind is more or less set. Haha, well, maybe it's time to repay for the $$ i took.



tHinK thEsE OVeR...

1. Rules and promises are meant to be broken. Dont give promises blindly.

2. What do you want to archieve in life at this point in your life?

3. How open and real are you? Been hiding facts about yourself?

Keep pondering. =p Nite folks...

FACTS DON'T LIE

Well, the month of April is reaching the end and very soon, eventually my break will end and I will be stuck in the same old office with the same old pple doing the same old work. So I really really want to be doing something more meaningful then sitting at home and 'nua-ing'. But then again, the chances of me doing something veri much meaningful is as good as zero. Haha...

I went out todae with my dear. Hmmm, Wanted to go rice table but then we ended up in Far East. I was not very happy with the change of location but I soon realise that what my dear said was rite. I spent too much. I understand and comprehend that it's a fact which I know but trying as hard as I can to change and I will need your full support. U make me ponder over my spending ability which come to the point that I sometime really overspend. Hmmm, I think we live in different world. I can tell it will be a cold start but we need to iron and work it all out. Have faith in us, K? I will make it right for US. I really hope to go tour with u alone for a few days but the choice is yours. =p No pressure. I am not unreasonable la. And btw, I know you dont wan me to go clubbing lor!~ Hahazzz....

Will be seeing my deardear 2molo. Cooking instant noodles for lunch and armed with chips, BEN&JERRY ice-cream, some DVDs and my bed! Haha.. Hope you will enjoy your short stay with me. =p

LOVE IS A CONTRADICITION

Love is a contradiction.
It's hard to find but easy to lose,
makes you feel good but hurts you so bad,
opens your eyes but makes you blind,
fills up your heart then tears it apart.
You don't really have to hold hands.
You don't really have to see each other to make one
feel what's inside, but you just have to be true
to let love see what's with you.

Don't let doubts lose the magic of love because
it's not everyday you meet the person who has
the magic to let you fall in love.

The meaning of love is inexplicable.

Q&A SESSION

Ok, this post is up to answer some close friends questions with regards to me. Yes! Just 5 simple questions what my other friends have been asking me so I put it up here! All about me! So here we go...

Q1. How long is my break?
A: From now till start of june. So do feel free to date me. K? Haha... =p

Q2. What plan do you have for this break? (more for my family)
A: Nope. 'Nua' at home and enjoy every single breath i take. Seriously, this is the one and only last few time i can enjoy myself, not working and been stressed out. Well, I plan to whip up some dishes, 1st of all, PANCAKE. If it all goes well, next stop, CHEESECAKE!~ Haha... Well, May shall be a month when u will get to see another human fatso!

Q3: Who is the person i am dating? ( to all my not-so close friends)
A: The day will come and u shall see us hand-in-hand., dont be shy. Come up to me and say Hi, I promise I don't bite!~

Q4: So ani crazy silly thing(s) done yet?
A: Hmmm.... Sex? haha.. I jus can't think of anithing rite now... =p

Q5: Looking forward to meet anione?
A: Yes! My shi-mei Justine! haha... She left for thailand and will onli be back on 9th May so looking forward to see her soon. Other than that, Miss my deardear much much and so, till fridae i guess.

OFF AND LEAVE

had a day like no other day. simply tired and totally stressed out. sometime human beings are jus too cruel. or maybe the problem lies with me... not able to fully work with loads and stress. well, looking at the bright side, i m clearing offs and leaves nowadays. well... well... i m just looking forward to see my rest days.

didn't see my deardear the whole day, miss my deardear much much. haha... well... this is the honeymoon period i guess. =p silly baby i miss u. mucks!~

SILLY GOLDFISH TURNS 22!

In just few more hours time I turn 22 this year. Yeah! Gettin older, wiser, bigger and better. Haha.. I hope. All in all, todae has been bad. Really depress sia. Dont wan to talk about it at all. But still coming back home makes my morale much higher. Was thinking, hoping that I will have more freedom and $$. Haha... I hope for more time off away from work and may I have time for family and dear. Amen!

=p Happy Birthdae to me... happy BIRTHDAY to mEeeee, Happy bIrtHdaY to sAmuEl! HappI bday to mEEEEE....

HAPPY EASTER DAE!

Hello, Happy Easter Day everyone!~ Haha.. esp. to U Daniel! Hmmm, And happy chinese Bday to myself lalaa... Today rained the whole day, was so nice staying at home and I took a nap in the afternoon. I am enjoying my day so far, maybe just becoz I am in a gd mood todae.

Dada went to cycle just now. Raining wor. Dont fall sick sick. Hmmm, 2molo is dada's 22nd bdae!! Happy Birthdae silly baby!! Miss U. Mucks!

And to all my other friends, this is my BIRTHDAE WEEK!!! **hint hint... I wan a crumpler bag!!! haha....

WALK-A-MILE

Had a real good fun nite last evening. Was with my gd friend and his lovers gang. And I, am the outside yet so close friend. I met them at 7 plus in the evening and treated them dinner. After which, we went to jalan jalan in town, had a urge to buy a crumpler bag that nite but well, the thought of my mum "grounding" me stop me. I know she will not be able to do so but I am sure she will be nagging till I go mad. Well, sometime later in the nite before the movie started Mel told me some "jin bao" news. Hahazz...

Lets go back to my nite, haha, ok, after the show, we went to this 24hrs coffeeshop, to eat mee. Dont ask me why, jus have this cute urge for mee. And I am not the one who started all the mee nonsense wor, it's Jimmy so we had mee. Not veri nice, it's just not bad. And the most annoying thing happen that nite is that there were 2, not 1 but 2 indians sweepin the area while we are eating. Haiz... Really spolit the mood wor. Why can't they wait? And worst, I dont understand why can't they lift up the table but must drag... You think you are a queer queen arh.. Must drag! Haha... Sickening! Haha... Awhile later, we can't stand them so much, we left the place and walk all the way to a bugis mac that is open 24 hrs. Sat there and chatted till 5 plus, we walked from there all the way to Kallang MRT station to take a bus home. =p So all in all, I walked from Far East Plaza to Kallang MRT station last nite, or you will say this morning. Yawnzz....

BIRTHDAY CAKE

I want to clear all my offs and leaves! I am only looking forward to be free from the evil arms. Hmmm, tiring day I have to say. There are endless things to do todae. Had lunch with my S1 todae in NorthPoint didn't know that my Chief Clerk bought a cake for me wor. Haha.. I know that she is not all evil but still there are many things that she did realli pissed me off so I will not give her any credit for doing that although I am kinda touched, maybe a little. Haha.. I cut the cake and served everyone in the office. Well, Welfare Clerk wat! I enjoyed doing that lei, weird!

Hmmm.. BlurBlur was fighting with Dawn last nite. Haiz... I think have to buy her a new home... Away from the rest. Sadsad... Blur, I am broke wor, be nice ok? =p

Haven't heard from you the whole dae... Busy studying ma? Never sms me or call me... Sad wor. =[ Happy studyin. Sure call u later =p

BLURBLUR I LOVE YOU!~

Some people existence is a blessing to many others but yet to some others, it maybe jus more than a curse in fact. When I constantly keep trying to remind myself we are just friends, I know I am in the shit hole once again. I will avoid becoming the melancholic soul again. I have to work on it. If evasion helps I will risk it. I have not heard from you since fridae nite till now. Jus a few second conversation saying that you are not home and was busy wasn’t much of a help. I know I have sink in deeper, regardless how much I tried to convince myself that we are friends, it seems more of that I am only lying to myself and you. And yes, I just realized, you are able, you want to commit but the better half is not me. So I choose to take a footstep backward. I chatted with somebody and I knew that you really liked him a lot. I failed. I should learn from Berdley, maybe I should just give up on love. Give you up and I don’t know. You confuse me together with yourself. You make me feel important and love yet I just can’t seem to get enough of you. So maybe it’s a test god put me into, to see if I can prevail and overcome all these before meeting a special someone.

My friend told me some days back, long term relationship is full of craps. Nothing lasts forever and especially in this circle. Just enjoy the moment and when it’s gone, it’s time to move on to someone else. I had to agree coz I am left with no other choice not to. I am giving myself one chance right. If you reply me. There is still hope. If not, I really really don’t know what to do or say. Am I just someone on the street who existence doesn’t bother you at all? Maybe.

Dear friend, if all these did not happen, we will still be best friend. I know you are feeling miserable, I know you need someone there to talk to and support you. But whatever you did that day, I feel disgusted. Not that you blew ya top. But it is how you treat your better half hurts me too. Jimmy may not be the best candidate but I am sure he is the best and most loving guy you ever met. Please agree with me. If these 2 years you feel nothing at all. I have nothing left to say. The crush will always be a crush.

I am home the whole day. Daniel bought back 3 hamsters today. One of it is his, called “Dusk”. The other is call “Dawn” which belongs to his galfriend, Amy. Mine, haha.. Is called “Blur” coz I think he is so so cute and blur like me. So fun. They are so so cute. BlurBlur I love you. =p

MY SATURDAY

Saturday is a day when you should fully rest your body, take a nice long break from the hectic and busy working daysand return to a more slow path lifestyle. Best if there is a glass of chilled fresh milk and a slice of creamy cheese cake... yummm....Regardless whatever things that you are doing, as long as your morning is not stuck in camp doing some rubbish duty, it's not a waste.

But lady luck loves to play a trick on me. I did a SATURDAY duty in FEB and APRIL!!!!!!! How and why me!!!! Haiz... Sad sad... I wan to go out. I want to be in my room resting and doing what I do best - Get fat. Nope! I wan to suntan today!! I wan to go for a swim! Why! W-H-Y! I guess I must have done something wrong. So I prepared myself to do nothing much at all, just surf and chat todae online and slp my afternoon away. The morning part is till bearable, as there are many chat-mates online early, god knows why did they wake up so early today... As if there is a big happening event going on. Haha...

I need a holiday, away from my office workload and chief clerk.
I want to be keep a distance from the camp, away from SAF.
I pray for freedom, and more of understanding, not to be tied down.
I long for a long-term relationship, without all the big fights every now and then.

Bday cumming soon!~ Looking forward to see my long break. =p

ORD

When you keep pushing one person nearer and nearer to the cliff, will he fight back or jump off? When you keep pulling a rubber band, will it break or just extend it original length? If a person keep on going, tearing you apart... What will you do? Sian.... I wanna cry... Why is she so evil to us... Even when we are gonna ORD?? Haiz... Why!!! I just want to ORD in peace!!!

WHY NOT JUST KILL ME!

My whole body is burning with the flame of anger! Too pissed to talk... If one day anyone can understand how I feel, you might have just been pushed off the cliff by your own boss, leaving you to die in the wild! Do you believe it?!?! My Chief Clerk wants to make me stay for another audit which means that I will have to clear my offs and leaves earlier, but with the workload I am handling, there is no way I will be able to do so. NVM. Worse, didn't give me the as promised 5 days off and still want me do free labour work, without giving me off for this year audit!!! Wat she think this is? National Slavery!? OMFG! I am so burning inside, I swear I will F*** her upside down some nice F***ing day!!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!! How???? I can't seem to get this rite! Arh! How can she do this to me!!!!!!!

I posted some Campus Superstar clips, nice songs! Have to view!!!

KISS GOODBYEby Campus Superstar - ZHI YANG



LIAN AI DA REN by Campus Superstar - ZHI YANG & XIN HUI


HUI YOU NA ME YI TIAN by Campus Superstar - GERALDINE

HALF DAY OFF

Home rite now... Had half day off this 2230, gonna make good use of the time... Didn't realli expect my campmates to be reading my blog, haha.. Thanks pals. Anyway, 3 cheers to HQ bty for winning tug-of-war! Haha, was real cool looking at the 2 champs from my bty. Haha... They seems to make the whole game effortless. =p

Had being busy these days, with work and personnal committment too. So kinda of like lack of slp... zzZZzz... But I am happier this way, it's more ME! I enjoy the hectic and busy lifestyle and nevertheless, the time I spend at home with my family. =p

Will be going out to Cine @ Orchard later to catch a movie and I am sure that it will be cool! My dept outing wat. Haha... Looking forward to it. Also, my bday is cummin!!! Yeah! But I dont wan to turn 22. Old old liao le. Sad Sad. Dear 'age', please do not leave any mark on my face... I dont wan a saggy face! OMG, I will sure throw all the mirror at home 1 lor. Maybe will be meeting a friend for dinner. That's all for the day I guess, can't squeeze in animore program liao...