Monday, March 27, 2006
A DAY AT HOME
Silly SamSam is Crazy, nutty and funny. Silly SamSam loves to slack at home alone and listen to nice songs on the radio, with a mug of rich milo. Jus chills at home without anyone bothering and asking you anything, that is wat Silly SamSam looking forward to enjoy. Silly SamSam pictures his room to be white and bright, singing along with the tunes and crawl up to his queen size bed slowly. 'Tat's what I call life.' Silly SamSam muttered.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
STATUS (THIN LINE BETWEEN FRIENDS AND LOVERS)
Was it something I said, or was it something you are hiding. Was it that I am not good enough or was it that there is more than meets the eye. If I have to carefully select the words to use in my every sentence, does that mean that you fell in love with me? Cause that is something you will not expect from a friend but lover. We can’t be just friends. Self-convincing shall not work this time I hope, it is time to face the truth, the reality and stop running away. Every time you face some obstruction along the path, you will choose to take the easy way out, avoid it rather than face the obstacles. I think I love you enough to give you everything. But sadly, my care and concern was not reciprocated. I know u hate yourself whenever you feel that you should have treasure me more. I am clearly acquainted with the fact that it will take time, you love me but you don’t say it out. You said we should just stay as friend but deep down you know we can’t. You questioned if I am jealous if you talk about your crush, but you also said you will too if I mention something nice about others but you. You will not be that bothered with what I said if you treat me as a friend, cause you never did.
I didn't go to East Coast in the end. Not that I am lazy nor is that I have a change of heart, just sometime, things dont alway go your way. I ended up in my aunt's shop and seriously, I regretted going over. I was foolish enough to go over to be made a fool out of myself. This is gonna be the one and only time it will happen. Nothin much happened today, just sad that I had a little disagreement with someone, must be something that I said. I think I should leave the person alone for awhile, just long enough to give us the space we need and time for me to learn how to be not be bothered with things. I find it rather hard to comunicate if the person continues to behave like that, really not very healthy start I presume. All in all, this got me thinking and questioning over things again.
I didn't go to East Coast in the end. Not that I am lazy nor is that I have a change of heart, just sometime, things dont alway go your way. I ended up in my aunt's shop and seriously, I regretted going over. I was foolish enough to go over to be made a fool out of myself. This is gonna be the one and only time it will happen. Nothin much happened today, just sad that I had a little disagreement with someone, must be something that I said. I think I should leave the person alone for awhile, just long enough to give us the space we need and time for me to learn how to be not be bothered with things. I find it rather hard to comunicate if the person continues to behave like that, really not very healthy start I presume. All in all, this got me thinking and questioning over things again.
LOVE OR LUST ?!
It does not matter if we don’t meet everyday, it does not matter if you are away at some other places where I can no longer feel your presence, as you are safe in my heart. That is where I reserved a place to hold you.
Seasons may change from winter to spring; people may die and rise again. Nothing lasts forever. This unfortunate includes feeling too. Even true love may perish with the wind, together with all the promises made. Passionate kisses shall be forgotten, or at least memories will be frozen and hidden in a corner where nobody is able to hunt it out, as long as the person continue to lie to himself. It’s rather sad to see human has so little trust among each other, no faith in a relationship and worse, dread of commitment. The ‘C’ word causes more headache than joy. Freedom shall be sacrificed, for that, is a big no-no. Only self-centered will never understand the happiness of being attached and committed.
Had a damn tiring day, woke up and rushed down to meet my camp-mate and his galfriend. We had lunch first in Suki Sushi before we entered the KTV. Haha, had a real good time man. Honestly I didn’t expect his girlfriend to be what I saw, not in a bad way but jus different in some way I picture her to be. Nice and lovable couple. Haha, and I didn’t know that my campmate, Jerry can sing quite well. I know he can sing but like how he sing just now… can make many little girlies go gaga and flying.
I sang quite a bit of songs and of course I LOVE singing. I didn’t really care if people are enjoying the songs a not I just want to sing for all to hear. That’s so typically me haha, but hey, it’s mine prerogative!
Haha, I will be going to sleep now as I am goin to East Coast Park tomolo. Hope I can wake up and my friend can too. Have a strong feeling that I will end up elsewhere which I do not wish it to happen. =p Till then, nite folks... Please keep the hugs coming in. The flow is rather... haiz.... Sad....
FIRST DAY by 孙燕姿 featuring F.I.R and Mayday
Seasons may change from winter to spring; people may die and rise again. Nothing lasts forever. This unfortunate includes feeling too. Even true love may perish with the wind, together with all the promises made. Passionate kisses shall be forgotten, or at least memories will be frozen and hidden in a corner where nobody is able to hunt it out, as long as the person continue to lie to himself. It’s rather sad to see human has so little trust among each other, no faith in a relationship and worse, dread of commitment. The ‘C’ word causes more headache than joy. Freedom shall be sacrificed, for that, is a big no-no. Only self-centered will never understand the happiness of being attached and committed.
Had a damn tiring day, woke up and rushed down to meet my camp-mate and his galfriend. We had lunch first in Suki Sushi before we entered the KTV. Haha, had a real good time man. Honestly I didn’t expect his girlfriend to be what I saw, not in a bad way but jus different in some way I picture her to be. Nice and lovable couple. Haha, and I didn’t know that my campmate, Jerry can sing quite well. I know he can sing but like how he sing just now… can make many little girlies go gaga and flying.
I sang quite a bit of songs and of course I LOVE singing. I didn’t really care if people are enjoying the songs a not I just want to sing for all to hear. That’s so typically me haha, but hey, it’s mine prerogative!
Haha, I will be going to sleep now as I am goin to East Coast Park tomolo. Hope I can wake up and my friend can too. Have a strong feeling that I will end up elsewhere which I do not wish it to happen. =p Till then, nite folks... Please keep the hugs coming in. The flow is rather... haiz.... Sad....
FIRST DAY by 孙燕姿 featuring F.I.R and Mayday
Saturday, March 25, 2006
HOW TO DEAL WITH IT
If life is as simple as ABC, or as easy as 123, I guess there will not be anymore need for sadness in the world. If there is no sadness, how will we know if we are truly happy? Hmmm, human feeling is indeed very complicated. You want to be with the person you love, but the care and concern is not been reciprocate, you felt undesired. But yet, if the person does respond to the love, how many people out there can really truly treasure this love and ensure it last?
Had a long day today in camp. Can I say I consider one of the longest day in the week. As usual, work drags and drain most of my life and time. Just can’t seem to understand why some time people just can’t to take it easy, especially on a Friday? I guess maybe that is what people called, “ NO LIFE”. Haha, I have to endure another 2 pus months of nonsense and crap from my office, not mentioning the queen of all clerks, the one and only blackie, LUCY. For more than 12 years she patiently sits there, in the same seat, same position doing the same old job and reading the same directives. I can’t seem to understand lots of things about her, about why she took that much pride in her work, or should I say, batches and batches of clerks hard work, making her who she is today. And the best way she can ever thank you enough is by not sending your skinny white boney arse into somewhere over the rainbow, or least behind the metal bars. Ingrate.
Weekend is here for good but short. As usual, Friday is short cause by the god damn time I reach home, it’s few more hours to the next day and I usually will be so drained out that I can barely even bring myself out to at least have fun. There’s all for today as I am too tired to continue…
Had a long day today in camp. Can I say I consider one of the longest day in the week. As usual, work drags and drain most of my life and time. Just can’t seem to understand why some time people just can’t to take it easy, especially on a Friday? I guess maybe that is what people called, “ NO LIFE”. Haha, I have to endure another 2 pus months of nonsense and crap from my office, not mentioning the queen of all clerks, the one and only blackie, LUCY. For more than 12 years she patiently sits there, in the same seat, same position doing the same old job and reading the same directives. I can’t seem to understand lots of things about her, about why she took that much pride in her work, or should I say, batches and batches of clerks hard work, making her who she is today. And the best way she can ever thank you enough is by not sending your skinny white boney arse into somewhere over the rainbow, or least behind the metal bars. Ingrate.
Weekend is here for good but short. As usual, Friday is short cause by the god damn time I reach home, it’s few more hours to the next day and I usually will be so drained out that I can barely even bring myself out to at least have fun. There’s all for today as I am too tired to continue…
Thursday, March 23, 2006
A WALK TO REMEMBER
The flame inside paper lantern warmed me from within. The memories from the past still seed inside me, causing unwanted nightmares till dawn. My eyes are blinded by the dark facts that the latern in my hand don't seem to be any help at all.
We have been moving in circles, running in the track, unable to break the chain. The same old reason causing the unease inside me craving for a favourable change. People say that if you love a person, don't try to change him/her. You love him/her for who the person is. As a whole package, both the good and also the bad. Others said that if you love a person enough, you will be willing to make changes unconditionally, even till a stage you don't even realise that you did. Self-centered soul can never comprehend what joy true love can bring, cause their souls are trapped inside them. Love may bring much happiness and joy. But it could kill you in a way one can never ever imagine. The burning feeling seeking for an escape from all the pain and hurt is good enough to drive anyone mad and crazy. I vivdly remembered this movie "A Walk to Remember", I think everyone should go watch it at least once. I love the soundtrack too. Real good.
A WALK TO REMEMBER by Mandy Moore
We have been moving in circles, running in the track, unable to break the chain. The same old reason causing the unease inside me craving for a favourable change. People say that if you love a person, don't try to change him/her. You love him/her for who the person is. As a whole package, both the good and also the bad. Others said that if you love a person enough, you will be willing to make changes unconditionally, even till a stage you don't even realise that you did. Self-centered soul can never comprehend what joy true love can bring, cause their souls are trapped inside them. Love may bring much happiness and joy. But it could kill you in a way one can never ever imagine. The burning feeling seeking for an escape from all the pain and hurt is good enough to drive anyone mad and crazy. I vivdly remembered this movie "A Walk to Remember", I think everyone should go watch it at least once. I love the soundtrack too. Real good.
A WALK TO REMEMBER by Mandy Moore
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
WE ARE MERELY HUMANS
Don’t paint a picture so beautiful but take it all away.
Don’t give any promises when they are meant to be broken.
Don’t say the magic words when it does not come out from your heart.
Don’t touch any life if you mean to break it.
Don’t start the mushy conversation when it is just sweet nothing.
Take a chance, fall in love.
Had a fight, breakaway.
Heavy hearted, walk alone.
It’s a cycle, we are all merely humans.
How strong a chain is all depend on its weakest link.
How strong a person is yet depends on some many other factors.
Even after breakup, people tend to hope for the better, wishing their relationship could turn into friendship instead. That isn’t impossible, but honestly, how many of us can make it possible? People lied to themselves hoping that all the lies will undo the love their made, all the hopes pinned in the past, and the empty promises that they once shared. That is sad. But it’s true and real. Honey coated promises may sound sweet but the blade hiding behind will wound your heart, causing a wound that only time can heal. Not just little girl will they only fall for that, most guys too, those I called foolish lovers are silly enough. After all, we are merely humans. Hoping for the best is what all of us do best.
Don’t give any promises when they are meant to be broken.
Don’t say the magic words when it does not come out from your heart.
Don’t touch any life if you mean to break it.
Don’t start the mushy conversation when it is just sweet nothing.
Take a chance, fall in love.
Had a fight, breakaway.
Heavy hearted, walk alone.
It’s a cycle, we are all merely humans.
How strong a chain is all depend on its weakest link.
How strong a person is yet depends on some many other factors.
Even after breakup, people tend to hope for the better, wishing their relationship could turn into friendship instead. That isn’t impossible, but honestly, how many of us can make it possible? People lied to themselves hoping that all the lies will undo the love their made, all the hopes pinned in the past, and the empty promises that they once shared. That is sad. But it’s true and real. Honey coated promises may sound sweet but the blade hiding behind will wound your heart, causing a wound that only time can heal. Not just little girl will they only fall for that, most guys too, those I called foolish lovers are silly enough. After all, we are merely humans. Hoping for the best is what all of us do best.
Sunday, March 19, 2006
SIN IN THE BEDROOM
Ok, I do comprehend that I have not been blogging recently (ok, just only these few days) and it is understandable that in any point of time you folks miss me that much and can’t seem to enough of me… Well, I am sorry. U see, I did clearly stated that I will not blog everyday so you all will just have to bear with it. Haha…. (SamSam is an EGO man.)
Oh well, it had been a happening night yesterdae. Met up with a friend without actually knowing that he brought 2 other gals along. Haha, they are soooooo fun to talk and play with. Believe it or not, I chatted with both of them from like 12.30 am till 6 am in the morning in Maxwell Market. I actually realised that the gal that I have tons of conversation is so much like one of my best friend from my poly years. I totally neglected my friend. It has been since ice age did I had a good chatty conversation, or should I call it a ‘bitching session’? Hmmm… U folks shall decide.
A good friend of mine asked me why did I choose this blog ID. Well, I seriously don’t know. Maybe I think that in this blog, there shall not be any hyper and camouflage. So I decided to extract the word ‘naked’ from my dictionary and use it express the fact that I am real. R-E-A-L! Up-close REAL! ‘Rice bowl’ just popped out from ‘tim-buk-to’ and yes, wow-la, you get my blog!
There is counters in my blog on the top left hand corner which I called “Hugs Total” aka, ‘BLESS SAMUEL’. You can bless me with your love and of coz, the more the merrier. So please don’t hesitate anymore! Just do the RIGHT thing. Haha, till then, bless me! (For those who visits my site and yet refuse give me a hug, may your conscience haunt your night away!)
PS: The red patch on the bottom of my neck is called a LOVEBITE! So stop asking! Haha, so fun.
BECAUSE OF YOU by Kelly Clarkson
Oh well, it had been a happening night yesterdae. Met up with a friend without actually knowing that he brought 2 other gals along. Haha, they are soooooo fun to talk and play with. Believe it or not, I chatted with both of them from like 12.30 am till 6 am in the morning in Maxwell Market. I actually realised that the gal that I have tons of conversation is so much like one of my best friend from my poly years. I totally neglected my friend. It has been since ice age did I had a good chatty conversation, or should I call it a ‘bitching session’? Hmmm… U folks shall decide.
A good friend of mine asked me why did I choose this blog ID. Well, I seriously don’t know. Maybe I think that in this blog, there shall not be any hyper and camouflage. So I decided to extract the word ‘naked’ from my dictionary and use it express the fact that I am real. R-E-A-L! Up-close REAL! ‘Rice bowl’ just popped out from ‘tim-buk-to’ and yes, wow-la, you get my blog!
There is counters in my blog on the top left hand corner which I called “Hugs Total” aka, ‘BLESS SAMUEL’. You can bless me with your love and of coz, the more the merrier. So please don’t hesitate anymore! Just do the RIGHT thing. Haha, till then, bless me! (For those who visits my site and yet refuse give me a hug, may your conscience haunt your night away!)
PS: The red patch on the bottom of my neck is called a LOVEBITE! So stop asking! Haha, so fun.
BECAUSE OF YOU by Kelly Clarkson
Thursday, March 16, 2006
SEE HOW I KILL TIME IN CAMP
When someone gets real bored in camp, trust me on this, he will end up doing silly things like what I am doing now. Yes, I am blogging, so what?! Sue me! Haha... I am NOT gonna be the next blogging queer nor a diva-wannabe so please don't compare me with those big time blogger. OK? I am just silly crazy me. Just me. That's all. What you see is what you get, out from me. No hype, no flaws. Haha.. Not too sure about the flaw part but damn sure you can get upclose and personal with me thru this little site. If you do love me... Needs me, and just can't seem to get enough of me.. Well... Here I am, there to brighten your night with a little more warmth.
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